Todays intake :)

Breakfast: Oatmeal with rasins 225 kcal

Lunch: Chicken salad 114 kcal

Dinner: Left overs from my lunch and 1 pancake 190 kcal

Snack: 1 pack of grapes 100 kcal

Training: 16 minutes of jogging -187 kcal

= 442 kcal

Wow. I need to start eat more. 

I’m so big right now. gah. haven’t worked out since AUGUST LAST FUCKING YEAR

has anyone tried the fruit diet?

Oh so,

I’ve been away for months and so much have happen. I’ve been at my highest weight ever and now I’m on my way down again. Doing a low carb high fat diet and I’m feeling pretty crappy. Just wanna start counting calories again, so much easier.

Breakfast: Cheese and milk
Lunch: Salad
Dinner: Salad and avocado
Snack: Kinder egg and B&J’s.

Not good. Not bad. Aasdfnmas  

I’ve been away for a few weeks

A lot of personal problems + my other tumblr. I haven’t weight myself in three weeks. Yuck

I’ve been away for a coulpe of days as a few of you have noticed.

I had to take some time alone and just hang with friends who make me feel good. Today was my first day at school and well, I have three ex there and I’m still not over one of them, or, maybe I am, but it hurts like hell to see him everyday. AND he’s already dating a new chick and we broke up only a month ago .. Maybe I’ve already wrote that haha. My mom gave his clothes back to his dad today (he’s my mom’s boss, maybe I wrote that to haha) and then he said that he was sorry that this had happend and that he and his wife (my ex mom) missed me so bad. I MISS THEM TOO :(

Well, I just came home for a long run in the rain. Now I’m going to play The Sims Medieval and take some more time alone. I’ll see you when I see you guys, stay strong <3

on my other tumblr i have like 500 followers and here i’ve got like 20 lol

so fat so fat so fat so fat

and no one cares

never been this fat